RISE AND LIVE YOUR LIFE

Tim, go and encounter things okay? I mean like face them dude! what the hell you are running away from ? Running away won't solve anything, it just make things even worse. DO what need to be DONE. Feelings are both blessing and curse at the same time, depending on how you use them. Overthinking ruins and produce shits. It just create things that are not even there. Stop. Rejuvenate. DO things right. You know complaining and thinking and imagining arent going to change anything. DOING THINGS changes things. EFFORTS AND HOPE AND COURAGE changes things. You dont like things that goes merry go round, then RISE UP AND DO SOMETHING!

REMINDER FOR TIM. MY DREAM.

Yesterday Allah made me found a very nice woman. somehow having her colon removed and having to pass feces outside. and need a lot of money for the treatment, like each time. Having said that, pernah had a heart attack so make her unable to undergo surgery to make her condition better. You know after all she was just seeking for money. How hard would it be, to be asking people for money, just to end your pain? Allahu, how ungrateful I had been. Oh Allah, forgive me.'

Cubalah bayangkan if I was able, I can just pay for all her treatment. How happy would it be for her, for me? The ability to end someone suffering and make their life all better. Isn't that what you are working for, Fatimah? How can you give, when you don't even have? How can you help, when you don't even know? I feel bad honestly. I shouldn't waste this opportunity Allah's had given me. Jangan pentingkan diri tim. Jangan ikut emosi. Jangan.

BELAJAQ SUNGGUH-SUNGGUH. MASIH ADA HARAPAN. MASIH ADA PELUANG. YOU CAN DO THIS, WITH HIS HELP AND GUIDANCE INSYAALLAH. STUDY STUDY! SEMANGAT. FIGHT!! INSYAALLAH BOLEHHHHHH.

MOGA ALLAH PERMUDAHKAN JALAN SEORANG FATIMAH UTK JADI DOKTOR YG MAKE A CHANGE IN SOCIETY, YG AKAN ANGKAT BALIK NAMA ISLAM. AAMIIN...