Dear tim,
Let have a sincere talk.
Dont ruin yourself sayang. Dont do something that might harm yourself. Do you know how much you have done to get here? Never throw yourself away because of someone. Dont stop believing in yourself just becaause things get tough. It's supposed to be tough. That's what make your life worth living.
Listen to God. Listen very well to God. Kalau Dia tak bagi, ada sebab dia. Ada kebaikan utk hg. "sami'na waataqna". Pray a lot, worship a lot. Allah loves young ones that spend his youth in the way of Allah, in worship.
Tim, you have to outgrow everything. you have to be stronger than your obstacles. and more important of all, LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES.
takpa you are a human being, you make mistake. you are weak. Allah already told so. But, He is there for you. Turn to Him, every time, every moment. He is always there for you. Don't give up on His mercy sayang.
Learn from your mistakes. Get your priorities right, make your parents happy, this is your only goal until you finish medical school and get your MD. PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER TIMMYYYYYYYYYY! no time for play and mistakes. get your schedule right. jangan buang masa. it wont come back. dont fall in love. it's not necessary, it will just ruin you. What's done is done andd enough okay? Dont fall back into this black hole again.
until then, all the best Dr. Siti ! InsyaAllah.
and good luck for your clinical years. Study hard k? HasbunAllah Wa Nee'mal wakeel :)
