To My Future Children.

Bismillah.

Pergh tajuk macam dah kawen and dah prepare nak ada anak. No I'm not. :P or maybe I'm married without anyone knowing kat Siam? Lols.

No no. I had never got out from my motherland.

So back to the title. Why for my future children ? Why talking about children ? Because one person that I adore, Who should not be named (Voldemort?) haha. *okayy Aiman Azlan followers know that joke* He said something like if you are ready to get married, be ready to become a parent. Not just a husband and wife. Always look beyond.

So now I don't know whether I'm ready to become a wife, but for sure I'm not ready to become a MUM ! So what I'm saying is basically from what I'm seeing what other parent is doing. How they're parenting.

Okay I'm not gonna comment on other people parenting. And I should not do that. So I just wanna write what I'm gonna say to my children.

Dear my lovely children, I'm your sweet mum. *Oh seronoknya cakap macam ni.haha*

When you're a baby, I had many sleepless night. Just to make sure you had a goodnight sleep. I had spend a lot of money, so that you get all the nutrients and comfort you need. And the day you're born, all my desires had become number 2. Your desires and wants is the number one now. As you grow up, you made a lot of mistakes. It's okay as long as you know how to respond correctly to your mistakes. Know that you have to say sorry and correct  your mistakes. And I'm going to get mad at you every time you make the mistake. *I'm a mum you see, only your dad gonna keep cool and steady saying it's okay yadda yadda that you're going to hug your dad,crying when you made the mistake. But in the end you are going to run after me,hug me tight and say I'm sorry mum. And looking at your cute eyes that you got from my DNA( :P), I'll forgive you* (Ok that's just so cute :P ) And even when I throw a tantrum at you, bear me sayang, your mum is just a human being. I'll try my best to train patience before I get married and have you, but, I also do mistakes. 

Then as you grow up, people are going to start ask what you're going to be when you're grown up. No sayang, I don't want you to be a doctor nor engineer. Just because people said you're intelligent if you're a doctor or engineer. Or they will say "Banyak duit tau jadi doktot jurutera ni". Hear me baby, It's okay even if you become a mechanic pun, as long as there is where your passion is. I want you to do what you love. Not what people say what you should do. It's your life. 

And As you grow up you will learn about WIN and LOSE. And you will realise that VICTORY is such a PLEASURE and LOSING is HEART-WRECKING. And you gonna give up everytime you start losing. AND please ask me " Mum,it is okay if I lose?". Oh sayang, I just want you to try. Even if you lose, you're still a WINNER for me because you TRIED. That's it. You're still my HERO/HEROIN. If you study, study with all your <3 , play with all your <3, Love with all your <3. that's enough bucukk. 

And when you entered school, You gonna start with being the first in class, getting all A's blah blah blah. There is just one thing I will say : " Do your best. The very best of you. And leave the rest to Allah."


Okay takat ni jaa ummi nak cakap. Yang lain tanya Abi. *AMBOIIII TIM*

K I'm out sebelum merapu lebih2. Assalamualaikum peeps ^_^